Saturday, October 17, 2009
Guerrilleros
I just saw a documentary by the same name at the 4th annual Mexico City documentary film festival. The film was about URNG guerrilla fighters in the Guatemalan civil war, and their lives 10 years after the 1996 signing of the Peace Accords. Having been something of an academic and an activist with a ten year commitment to Guatemala, I tend to be critical of most things I see--it didn't show enough of the ethnic struggles that characterize the country, the poverty, the current political situation. But I found myself sitting and munching popcorn next to one of the guerrilla fighters featured in the film, glancing at his profile in the dark as I watched him speak on the screen. And I was reminded that there are some stories, some personal moments, that transcend criticism. After the film, there was a question and answer session. When most of the questions had been asked, a mother in the audience turned to her daughter, another of the guerrillas featured in the film. It was the first time she had seen footage of her daughter from that period--in camouflage, firing a gun, in the mountains far away from home. Addressing the audience, she said her daughter had always been "inquieta" when it came to social movements. For a second, I couldn't tell how she felt about her daughter's participation in the civil war. But then, her voice began to crack and she said to her daughter. "I am proud that you were so brave that you would face a world you didn't know, the uncertainty and death, to give this gift to humankind."
After my years of living in Guatemala, this is what I know: It is still a society filled with poverty, discrimination, corruption, and violence. But it is also a place where in indigenous villages throughout the countryside, people are not afraid to venture out of their houses at night. People are not afraid to attend community meetings, to gather at the mill and trade the daily gossip while their corn is turned into dough for tortillas. People are not afraid to complain about local or national government policies, to sneer a bit at an especially incompetent public functionary, to criticize and debate. People are not afraid of being exterminated en masse by their own government. And almost everyone I know in Guatemala remembers a time when they did fear each of these things, and more. Sometimes, from the ease of the mundane present, it's simple to be a critic of the difficult choices of the past and the way those choices are portrayed in the present. But sometimes, when faced with stories of human adversity and survival, the best thing to do is just sit back and listen, and hope, if faced with the same kind of choice, that we too will survive, and that history will respect our decisions.
Watch a part of "guerrilleros" on youtube:
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